13th day.. ???

As i mentioned, today is a very happy day. Very sweet. Love this feeling very much. Hope time can stop at that time, at that moment. But reality is.. things pass very soon. Fetch you back to work and leave that place with a sad face. Wonder will baobei mis baobei. and the answer is.. yea.. Baobei did mis baobei too. Very touch..haha

Once left that place, really feel that i miss baobei alot. And i start to imagining what will happen when i go back to study.. Will our relationship maintain the same? or something will change? ( think too much. HAHAHAHAHA )

Can i really let baobei go? I know i can't force someone to love me and commit their love to me but.. can i really let my baobei go?

I want to TEST my love to her.
I want to make sure that i can really love her as much as what i haven't do to her before. I want to make sure that my love to her is true. I wan to make sure that her happiness is the most important than everything.

From 1st day to 13th day.. My heart doesn't really change. It's kind of weird. I can let go if i want to but i realise that, my love to baobei doesn't really change at all. Can baobei feel so?

I love you baobei.. ALWAYS... hope you feel sweet too when u are with me anytime anywhere. Muakz..