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Hi baobei,

Are you reading? Do you think who else will read this again after so many years? I really don't remember i wrote so many things. about you, family, friends, exam, schooling etc etc etc..

First of all, sorry on what i have done to you.

First, when things happened, you will feel extremely " bu gan yuan ". You must be asking how on earth this happen to you at this period when you feel that we are going to the next stage. After trying very hard to persuade me = time past ( 2-3months ), I know you willing to let me go, in a way that you still love me but willing to let go so that i can find my own happiness. When come to this, is this really what i want? I have been asking myself everyday but seems there's no answer in this. But there's one thing i am quite sure is if we get together again, we have to face a lot of problems.

After these few week, i found out that the most important factor is our heart, do we really wish to be together? Before sending you back to Singapore  you answered you still want to be with me. I felt so touched and felt happiness at the moment. But is that what i really want?


To be continue...............................


** I love you, baobei.. Muakz!!


**Since this is my blog, i will find some time to shoot gao gao all the fellows so called as friend! Sorry baobei but i think i have to find some place to talk it out. Or else these fellows thought they are fucking good person in this world but indeed, they are fucking lousy people in this world.. Rubbish..

( comment on the last row doesn't come from my heart, is come out from my mouth ) =D