After for so long.. finally can write to baobei again...

Don't know how to start actually.. haha.. Is my baobei waiting for long to read my blog or already forgotten about it? haha. Nowadays so busy o. Reports and Tests. hai.. So tiring. But just because i have so many things to do, I found back my mood to study.. (A Bit only) HAHAHA

Last week when back to malacca. There was 2 things to do. 扫墓 and visit popo. Although i have so many reports and tests on the following week but i just can't reject dad because every year i will definitely go back to 扫墓. what a good boy...

As usual, 扫墓 has to be under the sun and also quite tiring. Didn't get to eat the chicken rice ball. haha. Because popo didn't order much. Sad.. Woke up at 6.30am but reached there at 7.30am. Actually is considered late. haha.. First one to pray is my grandpa for sure. Because he is the one who brought up the whole family by his own hand. Everyone in the family respected him alot.. Spend some time there and because i am the eldest grandchildren. Therefore, i became the first one to pray. haha..

After that, i alone went to my sister tomb. I feel very sad when looking at it. Although she died since i 1 year old. haha.. She must be lonely. Maybe no? I don't know. haha. Didn't really "talk" to her much. She was so near to me but also too far for me to hold her. But.. the most sad thing happen is, dad didn't come and visit sis. WHY? Did he forget about her? I don't think so. She is also once dad's baobei daughter. Maybe no one feels anything strange but i really feel sad. I thought more people will come and visit her and talk to her. At least she won't feel lonely. But then... only me and cousin went to see her. If she is still down "there", i think she will feel happy to see me gua.. haha.. rigth sis?

Looking at popo, I more sad.. Although i know that she is already old and fall sick. But i really worry about her. I really hope i can do something for her. But i can't.. Suddenly feel that, life is just like that. Everyone will die soon. No one will escape from it. As long you can see your childrens and your grandchildrens are healthy. I think i won't feel regret in my life.

That's why i will try my best to treasure baobei de.. MUAKZ... haha..

(There's so many thinking in my mind but i really can't express it in the blog so... Baobei, tell you how i feel some other time la. haha)

To be continue.. (only for baobei) haha