给宝贝的歌。。

炎亚纶 刘力扬- tiamo

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着分不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着分不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉得不够

会呼吸的痛

梁静茹-会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动
自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

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这首歌跟我的心情没有关系。纯粹就是很喜欢这首歌。感受它的意境就会发现到。。原来。。当你觉得痛时，不管在做什么，心还是会很痛很痛。。所以，我一定要做到最好，不再让宝贝难过。希望我能做到。。爱你哦宝贝。。

现在才知道。。

现在才知道。。原来我不能随心所欲的说出所有的事。我还以为我有个地方让我靠，让我倾诉。但这些都好像错了。原来不管发生什么事，到最后还是得靠双方去处理与面对的。有些心里的心事更是应该交给自己的“心”去解决。

现在才知道。。自从发现到当我所得到的“依靠”能让我百分百依靠时，我就不再隐藏心里的所有想法。可是，渐渐才发现到。。原来所谓的依靠，并没有那么让人依靠。反倒才了解到，不管靠了多少人，问题终究还是会回到自己。

现在才知道。。我必须靠自己了。可能还能靠在你身边但。。我想。。为了不让你再觉得不开心，我想我应该把不高兴放在心里，让我收拾好再一个人把它带走。然后再用开心的心情对你微笑。 （放心好了。我还是会依靠你的。因为我知道你也会依靠我吧？？所以要互相依靠哦。这样一辈子就不会离我们太远了，是不是？哈哈。希望我不再让你难过了。虽然知道还是会吵架。。哈哈。。）

好多“现在才知道”。。。有什么东西是“以前就知道”的？

有有有。。对宝贝你的爱。。从以前就知道了。哈哈。。

我不是个完美的人。可能还是个很糟糕的人。但对你的关心真的没有减少过。
只希望宝贝能活得开心点，健康点。大事看成小事，小事变成没事。只要能这样，不管发生什么事，你都能迎刃而解。也能比较快乐。很想念你。很想抱紧你，告诉你说我真的很想你。真的很爱很爱你。宝贝能听到我的心说话吗？

我爱你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

After for so long.. finally can write to baobei again...

Don't know how to start actually.. haha.. Is my baobei waiting for long to read my blog or already forgotten about it? haha. Nowadays so busy o. Reports and Tests. hai.. So tiring. But just because i have so many things to do, I found back my mood to study.. (A Bit only) HAHAHA

Last week when back to malacca. There was 2 things to do. 扫墓 and visit popo. Although i have so many reports and tests on the following week but i just can't reject dad because every year i will definitely go back to 扫墓. what a good boy...

As usual, 扫墓 has to be under the sun and also quite tiring. Didn't get to eat the chicken rice ball. haha. Because popo didn't order much. Sad.. Woke up at 6.30am but reached there at 7.30am. Actually is considered late. haha.. First one to pray is my grandpa for sure. Because he is the one who brought up the whole family by his own hand. Everyone in the family respected him alot.. Spend some time there and because i am the eldest grandchildren. Therefore, i became the first one to pray. haha..

After that, i alone went to my sister tomb. I feel very sad when looking at it. Although she died since i 1 year old. haha.. She must be lonely. Maybe no? I don't know. haha. Didn't really "talk" to her much. She was so near to me but also too far for me to hold her. But.. the most sad thing happen is, dad didn't come and visit sis. WHY? Did he forget about her? I don't think so. She is also once dad's baobei daughter. Maybe no one feels anything strange but i really feel sad. I thought more people will come and visit her and talk to her. At least she won't feel lonely. But then... only me and cousin went to see her. If she is still down "there", i think she will feel happy to see me gua.. haha.. rigth sis?

Looking at popo, I more sad.. Although i know that she is already old and fall sick. But i really worry about her. I really hope i can do something for her. But i can't.. Suddenly feel that, life is just like that. Everyone will die soon. No one will escape from it. As long you can see your childrens and your grandchildrens are healthy. I think i won't feel regret in my life.

That's why i will try my best to treasure baobei de.. MUAKZ... haha..

(There's so many thinking in my mind but i really can't express it in the blog so... Baobei, tell you how i feel some other time la. haha)

To be continue.. (only for baobei) haha