Back to KL again..

Hi baobei.. how are you? Hope you are fine there. I really miss you much.. Because of you, i started to like this song too..

吴克群-为你写诗

爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子

我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子

Haha. Just feel that some part is like what i think too.. I getting busy le. Baobei also right? Hope you can really take care of yourself lo. You always work so hard. Actually to me is like work for nothing. No matter how hard you work, you still get the same pay. Just worry baobei might fall sick one day if you don't want to rest more.

Baobei's exam coming. Must have confident on it ya. Look at your result. You got an A wor. Means you can do it de. Trust yourself and also trust baobei lao gong ok? haha..

Recently my period come. So.. my mood cannot control also. haha.. Baobei understande de right? haha. Anyway, No matter what happen, what am i doing, my heart is still belongs to baobei de o.. Really.. Might neglected you too but.. Don't worry too much k? i won't let baobei feel sad de.. I want my baobei happy forever.

Yesterday we talked alot. Actually i know that i didn't really let you rely on me. This is because i wish baobei will build her own life when baobei old grandpa not around. IF really one day we broke up, i wish baobei still have her own life, her own friends.. Get what i mean, baobei? But because of what you said, i think i will change abit.. I decided to let you rely more on me. I will always be there for baobei.. But baobei, promise me. Must really learn how to be independent k? At least i won't worry for you that easily also.. MUakz...

I love baobei old grandma o.. Hug x n...........

a boring day... missing my baobei..

baobei a.. today didn't see you.. So sad o. What about baobei? Did you miss me? Hope so. haha.. Don't worry.. I know you did miss me la. Haha.. Hope that i can hug you till sleep. Now, i got to wait till i finish my exam. That will be at end of june. Wah.. still got long time to go.. Baobei must take care of yourself o. Hope our relationship will last till the end.. No more quarrels. haha..

Today went to GH (general hospital) to scaling. So pain.. I still can imagine it.. Blood coming out from my gum. And the malay dentist who is a girl treat me like i am her enemy. But is my teeth clean? I don't know.. Just clean it once awhile. Why are they so rude to me? haha.. I don't understand why those people study so hard to be a dentist. To serve people right? But how come their attitude are so... Ish.. Don't know how to decribe. Or because i am not handsome? no a.. My baobei always say i handsome. haha... But to me, is good to go for scaling.. At least clean the place which lots of bacterias will grow.

Baobei must really take care o. Actually i prefer Baobei don't get that hair cut. haha.. This one looks short.. and looks like you can't do much on it.. Comb? Leave it? all not suitable.. What do you think, baobei? but it's ok la.. cause hair will grow very fast.. Oh no.. i haven't get a hair cut.. Should i cut? baobei give some suggestion la. haha.. MUakz.. I love baobei o..

爱我，非你莫属。

haha.. L*c*.haha.. bler.. take care lo..

突然觉得这首歌很好很好听。。

卓文萱-被你爱过我很快乐

我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了

还是想叫你亲爱的
而自由是你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
彩排我们转过身

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱

我记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞的好远
我也终于勇敢了

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我懂你没有我更辽阔

被你爱过我真的很快乐
只是成长要经过悲伤的
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的

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喜欢不代表想要歌词里的意境发生在我们身上，而是希望能让彼此更珍惜对对方的爱。。

宝贝啊。。为了让大家，包括大人们知道，我一定要证明我能够在和你谈恋爱的同时，其他事也能做得好。因为。。。我很想大家认同我们，所以现在，我觉得我不应该再为小事烦恼了，而是应该往前看，为未来做好根基。只要你对我有信心，而且是一直那么的关心我，我就没有理由放慢脚步再钻牛角尖了。只有放下一些对你的占有欲，不再那么小气，给你一定的自由。当然，我也会给你意想不到的，满满的爱。

只有这样，我才能减少你在生活上的负担也让你觉得我这个负担是个很重的负担，重却值得扛，但扛了还是快乐的负担。。

不想去怀疑也不想去多想。做好决定了就不会再回头了。。因为。。。

我理想的未来里有。。

你。。

I want to go back JB to see my mummy, brother and.. BAOBEI..

Every holiday, i will scare to ask my dad one question. " can i go back to JB?" He will definately ask me "why must you go back?" When comes to here, I cannot really answer him.

I am not a coward ya. But.. I really get fed up with it. I just wanna go back. Can't I? Because of my dad, I always try to come back early, try to study hard to show that i can do well in my studies.. but... Maybe he just want to give me some trouble.. But in the end will still let me go back. I don't know. I just hope at least i can see my baobei.. Just to hug you and give you some support. Nowadays everything goes against us. That's why wish to see you.

I will give it a try later. I really hope dad will allows me to go back JB. Just for days. Miss you so much.. Muakz...

To be continue....

白色情人节快乐。。

今天只上一个小时的课。9点就到家了。进了房间发现有个包裹在我的电脑上，猜也想到是宝贝寄来的。里面有一封一年多前写的却未寄的信，几封刚写不久的信和一包巧克力。哈哈。。当看到巧克力时才记得原来今天是白色情人节。。老了就是这样的啦。。哈哈。。

迫不及待的我马上打开包裹。。读了里面的信。。读着读着，越读越感动。发现到很多我不知道的东西。。原来。。我的玲宝贝是那么的想念我的，不管是以前还是现在。说实话，我从来就不知道你是那么想我的。sms说的想念和电话上说的想念没有让我真正感觉到你的心。虽然知道你在那里有时会很寂寞，可是就是不会那么相信你会那么想念我。可能是因为我太过专注于学业吧，所以我的人生好像也有个地方让我靠。自然而然就会觉得，没有你在身边，我也能过得不错。可能是因为这点，我才会觉得没有我在身边的你，也会过得不错吧。。

我好像错了。。（好笨哦）

信，是需要很多时间和精力来写的。没有心的人是不可能花时间写信的。所以从信里，我看得到宝贝的用心与爱心。从信里，我也能深刻感受宝贝当时的心情。。对不起宝贝。。我让你等了那么久的一个称呼--“宝贝老婆”。哈哈。。害羞了。

人生总会遇到很多凹凸不平的路。可是它毕竟只是条路。。只要相信彼此，一起走。。哪有走不完的路啊？走完了不就跌进海里咯。哈哈。。（好冷哦）

我希望宝贝能够开开心心的哦。不管是遇到任何挫折，都要一起面对好吗？在我心里，宝贝就是宝贝。。不会变的。。只要两个人的心是靠在一起的，宝贝永远都是宝贝。

MUUAAKKKKKZZZZZZ..........

Sad day...

Baobei know why i sad? I don't want to say it here.. You knew it right?? Hai... Am i silly? To believe that everything is going smoothly? Should I start to protect myself? You can't stand it. What about me? I am ok with it?

I have to follow what i said to you before that. I will let you do whatever you want. Want to hurt me want to love me.. Up to you.. IF you treasure me, please don't do it again and again.. IF you not going to treasure me, please do it many times. By that time, I will start to close my heart and i swear that you won't reach it anymore.. To me, this is the last chance.. Maybe still hv alot of chances but.. I really treasure it this time. To me, if this time no more means no more le.. I don't want to turn back again.. I really want to give you everything i can now..

Be happy la.. I love you much.. Really..

From 1 day to 2 days, from 3 days to 1 week.. Is my baobei waiting to see me write down something? or you already getting bored? haha.. This week went back to Malacca. Not bad. I slept alot. And the most important thing is.. I was on the tv show " Project Superstar" to support my friend's cousin, Alice. To me, she did sing well that night. Maybe those judges purposely say something bad to them. So sad. I can see myself in tv and also at http://www.8tv.com.my/. haha. Feel so weird. I thought i very handsome one. But now look at it.. wah.. more handsome. haha.. JKJK..

Miss baobei much o. I really hope can just stay beside you and hug you. haha. Although i do not write this blog as frequent as before. But my love to baobei doesn't decrease day by day o.. Is getting more and more.. haha.. Hope baobei can feel it. I really hope that i can see you soon. erm.. When is my holiday??? haha.. Muakz.. Miss you always and hope that when u watch the show, don't so surprise.. ya. i am that handsome. wakakkakaa...

GOod luck to my baobei in her studies and everything.. Stay happy always k? I will always be there for you.. I will try my best to do so. Jiayou lo.. :P Love you always..