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"這種笑容我沒見過
妳是不是在暗示什麼
眼神這樣算不算秋波
那是線索 還是告訴我千萬別想太多

像顆糖 好誘惑 甜到夢裡有粉紅 小花朵
一朵一朵慢動作(在)飄落

像杯酒 太誘惑 琥珀色的安樂窩 搖晃我
好想醉倒在妳懷中

終於體會暗香流動
原來就是妳髮梢的風
原諒我的詞彙不夠用
無法形容 妳是怎麼樣把我捲進漩渦

Dalalalala darling 好想把妳擁入懷中 "


Thanks baobei for listening me singing this song again and again...

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Hi baobei,

Are you reading? Do you think who else will read this again after so many years? I really don't remember i wrote so many things. about you, family, friends, exam, schooling etc etc etc..

First of all, sorry on what i have done to you.

First, when things happened, you will feel extremely " bu gan yuan ". You must be asking how on earth this happen to you at this period when you feel that we are going to the next stage. After trying very hard to persuade me = time past ( 2-3months ), I know you willing to let me go, in a way that you still love me but willing to let go so that i can find my own happiness. When come to this, is this really what i want? I have been asking myself everyday but seems there's no answer in this. But there's one thing i am quite sure is if we get together again, we have to face a lot of problems.

After these few week, i found out that the most important factor is our heart, do we really wish to be together? Before sending you back to Singapore  you answered you still want to be with me. I felt so touched and felt happiness at the moment. But is that what i really want?


To be continue...............................


** I love you, baobei.. Muakz!!


**Since this is my blog, i will find some time to shoot gao gao all the fellows so called as friend! Sorry baobei but i think i have to find some place to talk it out. Or else these fellows thought they are fucking good person in this world but indeed, they are fucking lousy people in this world.. Rubbish..

( comment on the last row doesn't come from my heart, is come out from my mouth ) =D

Hi everyone..

I think no one has remember this website. Anyway, today is the last day of 2009. It was a mix feeling year. I failed the 1st subject in Monash. But i am also glad that i got 2 HD for my fourth year subject..

Currently still working in Singapore. It is a very boring job. Doing nothing, playing dota, watch porn. Opps.. Sorry.. I didn't watch porn in company. I am not so daring. Haha.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to baobei, my friends and my family.. Hope 2010 will be a better year and everything goes smoothly...

Long time no see...

Really long time didn't log in already... Miss my baby.. Muakz... Take care ya..

Today is nothing but discussion day and Dr. Wu's class day...

Finally got back my laptop.. Happy.. haha..

Every Moment I Saw..

I realised that every human has different posture.. The way of taking their pens.. The way they walk.. The way they eat.. The way they stare at each other.. I can't say that it is the best.. But somehow i find that every single thing they do is so... so.... interesting. Don't know how to describe neither in English or Chinese...

What i want to say is.. Every human is unique... Every single movement shows different meaning... Oh my god.. I can't describe what i want to say...

unbelievable?? believe it...

The first day of February (1/2) was the most shocking day i ever feel.. My baobei keeping a secret away from me for 2 years.. She always say she loves me but i found out after 2 years since she started keeping the secret..

I.........

I.........

I........

Although i was shock for the whole day, even when I was working, I day dreaming about what baobei say, my heart beat getting faster and faster everytime I start to think about it. OMG....



To be continue.... haha.. ( Continue when the times come.. haha...)

Holiday after exams....

This holiday, i can't get to go back to JB because of my stupid internship (i haven't get any job yet). Miss my baobei much. How are you? Must be very tired due to the "promotion" by your company. Haha. Anyway, must always take care of yourself ok? It is not easy but i believe you can do it well. Give you a MUAKZ.... haha.. I love you much much ya.. haha...

Results are releasing soon. I really worry about my results.. 2 of the subjects i feel that i quite confidence.. But the other 2?? I really dislike my lecturer.. How come they are paid to teach us but they can't even do their job nicely? As i said, the results depends on us. Did we work hard for it? I can say yes. Everyone is working so hard, trying to memorise everything we "learn" from them. No past years, no exercises with full solutions. The lecture slides are nothing but.... (BALA) Should we still blame ourselves?? I don't think so. Some of my classmates cried after the paper. Most of the top students said that the paper is hard.. No one can finish the paper in time nicely. There's 6 to 7 questions. 3 hours paper. We used 1 hour to do the 1st question. What about the others?? We were so nervous. My hands shake.. I can't even erase the thing i wrote on my paper nicely. To those who don't understand, you guys will definitely says that we didn't work harder for it.. Sad..

I really hope all of us can pass every subjects with flying colours.. We tried our best. And is really our best.. I will pass this to 老天 (god).. Please let us pass.. We need to pass to further our studies.. (haha.. over ) No one wants to see Dr Kannan and Dr Bala for the same subjects again. Just hope everything goes well..

For my internship?? Lazy already. Applied so many companies but i can't get an answer i want. Anyway, this is small matter so.. haha...

All the best to everyone in my class. 3rd year 2nd sem and 3rd year 1st sem students... Pray hard.. Enjoy the holiday as well.. Good luck guys.. See you guys soon..